Poor Mental Issues
What makes or breaks relationships? (Emotional Maturity) It’s age difference. For example, your partner is 35 and you’re 38 years old. Within your relationship, you experience conflict which is usually enhanced by one or both partners not having the best communication skills. Most adults have emotional, mental, and sometimes even physical issues that stem from childhood trauma. Combine this with a lack of knowledge on how to communicate this pain and you’re in for a roller coaster ride of emotions and drama. When a person experiences trauma like mental, emotional, or physical abuse as a child something within them shuts down. As a form of self-preservation, the child will stop evolving on an emotional level past a certain young age. Within romantic relationships, this pain is triggered but most times you don’t have the knowledge or the tools to address it. You think you’re dealing with an adult, but your partner’s emotional age may be just 6 years old. You think your conflict is between a 35 and a 38-year-old, where in reality, you are actually confronted with a 6 year old. How does an adult solve a conflict with a child? This is the age difference that causes the issues and the only thing that can help solve the problem is to create a safe space in which you allow your partner to evolve. But that depends on your own emotional age. If you didn’t evolve past the age of 8 yourself, then your relationship develops a power struggle within immature children who are both crying for love but aren’t able to reflect, evaluate, and communicate like adults. And thus, more childlike behaviors are used for emotional and mental manipulation. A child cries until they get what they want. When children are in pain, they’re unable to see anything other than themselves. That is OK for children, but It gets challenging and even more painful when adults are still playing out this childhood trauma. Childhood trauma is the number one reason for people not to evolve past their childhood age. The hurt or neglected emotion will continue to manifest itself in your adult relationships until it is fully acknowledged, understood, and allowed to surface. The trauma you experienced as a child is a pain that you carry as an adult. It will manipulate every single human relationship until it is fully healed, but as long as you are a 6 year old child in pain crying for love from the depth of your lungs, all this will just be like a fairytale. Trauma caused to people by their mother or father primarily manifests in abandonment issues. Trust, faithfulness, and compassion are just a few of the most prevalent problems that will occur in their relationships.
What makes or breaks relationships? (Emotional Maturity) It’s age difference. For example, your partner is 35 and you’re 38 years old. Within your relationship, you experience conflict which is usually enhanced by one or both partners not having the best communication skills. Most adults have emotional, mental, and sometimes even physical issues that stem from childhood trauma. Combine this with a lack of knowledge on how to communicate this pain and you’re in for a roller coaster ride of emotions and drama. When a person experiences trauma like mental, emotional, or physical abuse as a child something within them shuts down. As a form of self-preservation, the child will stop evolving on an emotional level past a certain young age. Within romantic relationships, this pain is triggered but most times you don’t have the knowledge or the tools to address it. You think you’re dealing with an adult, but your partner’s emotional age may be just 6 years old. You think your conflict is between a 35 and a 38-year-old, where in reality, you are actually confronted with a 6 year old. How does an adult solve a conflict with a child? This is the age difference that causes the issues and the only thing that can help solve the problem is to create a safe space in which you allow your partner to evolve. But that depends on your own emotional age. If you didn’t evolve past the age of 8 yourself, then your relationship develops a power struggle within immature children who are both crying for love but aren’t able to reflect, evaluate, and communicate like adults. And thus, more childlike behaviors are used for emotional and mental manipulation. A child cries until they get what they want. When children are in pain, they’re unable to see anything other than themselves. That is OK for children, but It gets challenging and even more painful when adults are still playing out this childhood trauma. Childhood trauma is the number one reason for people not to evolve past their childhood age. The hurt or neglected emotion will continue to manifest itself in your adult relationships until it is fully acknowledged, understood, and allowed to surface. The trauma you experienced as a child is a pain that you carry as an adult. It will manipulate every single human relationship until it is fully healed, but as long as you are a 6 year old child in pain crying for love from the depth of your lungs, all this will just be like a fairytale. Trauma caused to people by their mother or father primarily manifests in abandonment issues. Trust, faithfulness, and compassion are just a few of the most prevalent problems that will occur in their relationships.
The Strongest Rock
The strongest rock will always survive
Sitting stoich for so long
No break out in angry rage
Drumming the beats to the song
You can't see reality is a lie
Even though I can see the truth
Never damaged nor neglected
The perfect childhood of youth
All my demons have been external
The jealous trying to tear me down
Never rich but never poor
But they tried to steal my crown
Built them all to the highest level
Unable to believe in themselves
Walk away burning brightly
But left my heart upon the shelf
So much karma to come back to me
Lessons of life have been learned
I will accept all that has given
Because everything has been earned
Childhood of Dreams
Growing up, thought it was normal
Thought it was what everyone had
Never neglected, always supported
I owe so much to my mom and dad
Had boundaries but freedom
Space to allow me to grow
Innocence from wrong from right
Carried that happy go lucky glow
Given experience in travel and sports
Learned to play on a team
Give your all for the greater good
Built up my self esteem
Never heard them argue
Never heard them fight
They had their disagreements
But didn't matter who was right
Best friends for almost 60 years
Always relied on each other
Dad thought he was the smarter one
But I know I it was my mother
Phoenix Rising
Rising from a desolate pile of ash and soot
Wings turn into fire
Dying off to be born again
Ascension from the pyre
Cosmic awareness and soul activation
A solidary journey of introspection
An immortal book of wisdom and knowledge
Asserting purpose and direction
Impenetrable inner strength
Power to heal your tears
Ability to calm your demons
Take away your fears
A voyage back to Sun City
Once again to basque in the light
Bulletproof for all eternity
Injecting fire into the night
Manipulating negative energies
Flipping them around
A life force of positive aura
Has risen from the ground
The Chosen One
The Chosen One
Born for greatness, heard the signs
So much of life feels like wasted time
Helping so many to ascend
Only to end up in darkness again
A pure soul with no child trauma
Sharpest of minds to see through the drama
Empath that's able to heal your soul
Reach new heights, reach new goals
Seeing through mthe matrix illusion
Tired of dealing with all the confusion
The feeling inside is too much to bear
Going places, but no idea where
Screaming out but no one listens
Can't quit, must go the distance
Feeling inside there's so much at stake
Hope it takes hold before I break
Every day brings new hope
But getting close to the end of my rope
Don't know how long I have to wait
Is this destiny? Is this fate?
Ready to turn this darkness to light
Spread the love, give up the fight
Have no regrets, have no fear
New earth downloaded, perfectly clear
Just need the signal, ready to go
Taking my place in the front row
So done with feeling beat down
Give me my wings, give me my crown
Second Coming
Sky splits open, flames erupt
Judgement day for the corrupt
Those men will hide themselves with shame
In fear of iron rod, resigning the game
All shall get their house in order
Or be led like lambs to slaughter
For when he returns, he will not be a lamb
But a lion judging the damned
Arriving in a cloud of lightning and thunder
Casting down the sons of plunder
Cannot run, cannot hide
He sees your soul inside
A pure righteous soul has been sent
Time to bow down, time to repent
The sun creates fire in his eyes
Judging your plight, judging your lies
Feel the earth shake, stars fall from the sky
Lost souls will fear the cry
He returns as a mighty king
Feel his wrath, feel his sting
As for this time, no crown of thorns
Coming to teach and adorn
The meek shall inherit the earth
Bringing a planet of new birth
Tearing down a broken system
Rebuilding with compassion and wisdom
When you face him, what will you say?
Where will you be on judgement day?
Transformation
Love that's lost results in transformation
Eyes opened to importance in life
Embraced by love but feeling lost
Cuts through the heart like a knife
Disillusionment becomes reality
Waking up to what you've become
Seeing the world through a new set of eyes
In a society taught to be numb
Breakthrough of a world of insanity
Visions of how we're supposed to be
Denied through conquer by division
In a world where we're born to be free
True love will conquer all fears
Power that so many haven't felt
Just move along, shuffle your feet
Play the cards you've been dealt
Evolve beyond a frightened mind
Listen to the voice of the soul
Stand up and take your power back
Let go of all control
Straitjacket
Anger and violence deny the straitjacket
As insanity rages out of control
Visions of past perpetually haunting
Madness comes to steal the soul
Love is a foreign concept to fear
Negative entities infiltrate
Emotions triggered from past
Indoctrinated into hate
Stand up straight, put your jacket on
Forced to be everything you're not
Fit in to be politically correct
Drowning out internal thought
Cage what was born to be free
Indoctrinated into false beliefs
Creating more bricks in the wall
Indians that were born to be chiefs
Called crazy if you dont fall in line
Through the control of the insane
When freedom is the birthright
But forced to play their game
Darkness Settles In
As the darkness settles in
The light begins to dim
Waiting on a final breakthrough
So I can live again
As long as there's a glimpse of spark
There's hope to save the light
Feeling like I'm 6 feet under
Slowly buried alive
Each day I hope the answer comes
Pull me from this shallow grave
Scream out but no one listens
Will I ever be saved?
As daylight shuffles into night
Quicksand pulls me under
No one to lend a helping hand
Alone to feed the hunger
Holding on for better days
When the weight falls off my chest
Maybe I could breathe again
And this darkness laid to rest
As the fire rises in my head
I can hear the call within
Feel the river overflowing
Victory in the end
Until I see the light again
It's now my time to win
Addicted to Bliss
The calming sound of silence
No adversity
A vacation to the void
Mind begins to breathe
Limitless possibilities
Ideas form on their own
Connecting dots of experience
Flowing in the zone
Moments of fleeting visions
Dancing in the mind
Scores of distant melodies
Balance is aligned
A place no one else can see
Internal blissfulness achieved
A carnival of passing memories
Which most souls can not believe