I confess that I'd like to undress
the darkest side of my mind.
Unfortunately it's very hard for me,
to that darkness I'm usually blind.
My Daily Confession
There are days
When I dream of ways
To move beyond this monotonous haze--
To see beyond these shades of gray.
There are also days
When I break my own rules,
Destroy the monotonous,
Double dip the chips,
And drink straight from the milk carton.
Born beautiful with richly glowing dark skin. Ripped from your home. I scraped your skin, exposing the wet, raw layer beneath. Sliced your flesh. I dressed you with spice, served up in viscous fluid. Like Frankenstein’s monster. Resurrected, but never whole. Welcome, my pretty Pickle.
In and out
Of a trance I go
Sitting there waiting
For it to snow
Good and bad
Fight for control
In my mind
Is where they mold
Poetic Selling of My Soul
Words release my congealed pride
in thick layers of deep confession,
can’t expect flowers while still breathing,
poetry begging to be heard -
a creation of memories while skeleton
hangs together with poetic threads,
salty open wounds cocooned by pen
cellophaned in world of phrases.
It takes a Lot of courage for me:
1. To stay standing when you're with me
2. To smile at you without you noticing my feelings (I know you already do)
3. To forget you, I'm not yet there but soon I will I promise.
4. To get you out of my life.
i m u s t c o n f e s s . .
i often find myself
thinking about dying
if i tell you i'm fine
then i'm probably lying
i suffer from an
and i undress myself
to get male attention
because i don't
deserve to stay
I confess Iʼm scared Iʼm not in love with my husband
The electricity, the desire, is diminishing
I feel sadness confessing things I canʼt speak about
I need to feel love, be loved, feel desire ..I want my best friend back...I want my love
It's my drug of choice
It's how i escape life
A roadway i can let my emotions go
I feel amazing while i run
Energizing my mind and body
Leaving my demons behind
I get to cleanse my soul
Becoming a new me.
Little Did You Know
You smashed my heart and hid the glue
I'm such a wreck because of you
I should've known you were not true,
Your fingers crossed with each "I love you"
You've moved on but I'm still stuck
Trying to go on with no such luck