A few words to be shared.
I was born; happily, I am here, still alive to write for you, fellow Readers.
I live in Ukraine. We struggle, and I must assure you, this is not going to stop. Fighting for freedom is too much in human nature, it seems, to stop in the middle of fighting.
Now a few more words about me. I write for challenges only, being too idle to challenge myself; that means I must thank fellows who post challeges for introducing my into the world of writing.
Thus, thank you, everybody!
there is only love
She doesn't want to see
people
on the weekend
only her
cat
She gets drunk by herself
and then rummages through
her books
and reads the last pages
of several romance novels
and starts crying
When she cries
she holds the
cat's head like
a goblet
and clasps its ears with
her lips
and sucks on them,
making the poor
animal uncomfortable
And if the cat
runs away
she gets really sad
She writes positive
affirmations on
pieces of paper she
rips from
books
GOD IS MY SUPPLY OF LOVE
IN GOD'S NAME, I AM LOVE
THERE IS ONLY LOVE
LOVING ITSELF
AND THAT'S ALL THERE IS
then she eats the
papers
or crumples and
shoves them
deep between her
legs,
strengthening her faith
in the power of
the word
eventually she
falls asleep
and dreams of an
umbilical cord floating
through space,
seeking to wrap itself
around a planet shaped as
a baby's head,
wanting to strangle, to
crush it
but it never
succeeds
Eventually she awakens
and starts
writing poems
***
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soul cells
I can see it
clearly
even though the napkin is
folded and crumpled
around the small things
it covers,
I can see on it
a drawing of a dragon
with flowers for horns
it pokes its
forked tongue at me
and winks
also its eyes
have long lashes
“You listening?” she says
shaking the
fist that holds the
napkin
I can no longer see
the dragon drawn
on it
“What?”
I say
She proceeds to open the
napkin and
reveals a few small, white
pills.
“Forget what they taught
you in school. Despite
all they said,
the nerve cells of the brain
can actually be regenerated.
It's been proven.
An' you can do it
with these here beauties.
C'mon, take one.”
“What?” I said. “I didn't
know my nerve cells
are damaged.”
“That's because your
nerve cells
are damaged,” she said
“Damn...”
“No, seriously. They have to
be. It's because you
spent so many nights
awake. That shit
kills neurons more than smoking,
drinking, and hard drugs
combined. You
probably have just
a handful left.”
“Damn...”
And she asked, “What's
47x6?”
“I don't know.”
“What did I ask you
two questions ago?”
“Shit, I can't remember.”
“Do you even care?”
“Nope. Not really.”
“Your brain's a graveyard
of neurons, boy.”
“Is it really that bad?”
“D'you still write?”
“Yeah.”
“Then it's really that
bad.
Take one of those
pills. Here.”
She grabbed one with her
fingers yellowed
from cigarette smoke
and handed it to me
Perhaps the fact that I
took it proves
I've not that many
brain cells left. I don't
know.
I don't know why
they're so
important in the first
place
Honestly,
at this point all I'm
worried about
is losing soul cells
Now that would
be a tragedy
But the wink of the drawn
dragon from
the napkin
proved I wasn't quite
there yet
Thank God
***
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THIS POEM READ IN MY VOICE:
https://soundcloud.com/user-937736610/soul-cells
Ringing Telephones, Jellyfish, Damaged Souls, and a Virgo Boyfriend
i
Look at the Monsters.
the Monsters
Look at me.
I imagine that they are
afraid;
terrified
Of Me.
Because I will Answer them.
Or Step on them.
Or Love them.
Or Believe in them.
There are a whole slew of
catastrophes
that might happen.
Might knock them out of
their Mind
and into
Their Senses.
Mercury Rising
She lied to herself
Until it became truth.
Bottled up the rage
Pretended she wasn't deranged...
But words on twisted tongues
have an insidious way
Of exposing themselves
When one least expects it.
She lies
Justifies
In her reflection
Stares into the hollow sockets
Of her tunnel vision.
Tries to find something
In her eyes,
That resembles anything familiar
Or human.
Searches for the secrets
Buried in the deep.
The gridlock sets in,
The iron gate lowers itself,
And the chance is gone
To know herself.
Boundaries sets in place,
An invisible barometer guages
The danger of the pressure.
Who are the Lords, that Walk Amongst Us
The self professed
ruling elite
The Lords are chosen
Handpicked
By the existing ones
behind closed doors
They crave power
Control of the masses
Proletariat subjugation
Conquerers
Silent assassins
and subduers
for their Overlords
We must beware
of the Lords
they create
tedious problems
on the edge
of absurdity
as chaos becomes
the new normal
In this background
the Lords
pull the strings
guiding one way
pushing another
playing both sides
of a conflict
Good or evil
matters not
to the Lords
they invest heavily
on both sides
regardless of who loses
the Lords win
They have decided
that the old laws
are obsolete
and the new laws
shall commence
immediately
out of the ether
of political discontent
Liberty is detrimental
to the tyrannical Lords
obedience is necessary
in order not to upset
the new status quo
the Lords have made
As of now
questioning their decisions
will be construed
a treasonous offense
and the Lords
will be ruthless
in their dispensing
of punishment
to those who
would dare
disobey
Strippers and Trash Cans
Please don't send me
Flowers.
Send me memories
That feel like
the look of steel trash cans
Beneath florescent lights,
with that little streak
Of shine.
Always moving
towards you Like
The eyes of some
Fuckin haunted painting.
Or the notion
Of strippers
Beneath spotlights aimed
By untrained hands,
Just catching
Shadows
Of what you don't know
You missed.
Because the focus
Is shit.
Delayed Like appreciation
Often is.
And I always seem to miss
The things I almost saw.
Maybe that's life.
You only ever
Comprehend the ass
Jiggling
Towards the curtain
As dreams unrealized
Walk away,
Finished and empty
To the sound of applause.
Like the best tits
You never saw
And wish you remembered
But don't ,
But still brag about
Because no one
will ever know
The difference.
Like these
Stainless memories
Framed by charcoal regrets.
So please
Don't send me flowers.
Send me a trash can
To hold the remains.
The half wilted moments
Between inspiration
And oblivion.
I think they call it life
Or some shit.
I Have Claws & Teeth
Life is a Beast
Against
this thin
ribcage
It beats;
checking
every
orifice
for Its
release!
I keep
my lashes
tapped down
like blinds
as a
Safety:
Its, yours
and mine.
Life is a beast
oh how
It beats
with wants,
with needs;
It's tied
to my
fingers
and toes,
with red
bloodied
leads;
I breathe
in and
try to
call out,
call It
by Name
and It
surely
harks back
to Me
Social
animal
that It
portends
to be;
Not as
house guest
but as
full
Veto
member
Life is a Beast
It pounds
Its fists
at the
Temple
and how
head and
heart aches
with all
It seeks,
and then
Negates.
28 JAN 2023