Me. No mistake,

Exhibit 1.

Missed the train,

Missed the opportunity.

Too late to fix,

Too late to apologize.

A day late, and a credit card short.

Shorts hoisted too high

or drooping down,

But never sitting well.

Fixating on things

that don’t matter,

Neglecting what does.

It’s not like i mean to do it,

But my standards are just so low.

Maybe I’ll go camping,

Serve myself up to a grizzly,

The way things used

To sort themselves out.

But I’m such a loser,

The bear will feel it, and avoid

The greasy taste it will leave in his mouth.

Am I the human aquivelent

Of a stinkbeetle?

Could there be a purpose to all this?

An advantage that i can’t see?

Probably not.

Only a loser will think like that.

Maybe I’ll get political..

My mind, if you can call it that, or.. I guess, If I can call it that?

It's dancing like tango with out a partner..

Not throbbing more floating.. Twisting, divided, impaired..

Am I intact? Or formless, but I think well enough..

Even, I contemplate being evenly apart; disjointed but, no joints to speak..

My mind rests on the word joint, and a cacophony rushes in my mind rebounding the words of thought Pot-Plant-Canibus-Bus-Sub-Bun-Sun-Star-Moon-Night..

ughngh..

I feel like a figment, is this what an Imaginarium is..

Raw thoughts becoming like a feeling; or... where I am, .. am I?

am I but a shadow, or not?

I see a bright emptiness, well sort of..

It's more like A outstretched whiteness. A box expanding and contracting like a breath, & in the second I think that I see a square room.

The room becomes a circle.

Then If I think the room is like a circle, then it forms back into a cube likeness, but different.

This time a trapezoid

no a cone..

But the feeling that time does not exist lingers.. Do I exist? Am I?.. another cacaophony forms in my mind.. I.. I-Eye-Sight-see-blind

I visualize down, I feel a etching a tablet, of paper? It is smooth with embossed rough textures, I scan over it in my mind.

Words form not as cognition exactly, but a feeling of omission & warning. The feeling becomes stronger, powerful even.. A wholeness of revocation's with name's that even word's have forgotten.

Unknowns, all as if screaming a angry letter.

My mind throbs.. I feel the impact of the transmission.

I Have been... BannedRevokedDevoidOmitedDisallowedAdmittedReposed..

ArgghhHhh My mind!!. So-o many names & symbols; so much invalidation all pointing to remiss and me..

What did I do... .. … What was the Cause.. Effect-Motion-Reason-Place-Person-Thing.. ..

Candles.. Plasma Light-nignngh

*!*

I,.. I was a scientist..

I delved into the study of polarity.

Not polarity like a fraction of electric and thermionic reactions.. no, I mean deeper.

I mean, the dissection of the root of morality as a energy that grants choice.

The sense beyond senses, beyond the sapience; behind the psychology & the ID & the EGO.

Not formulations of cause and effect; but the frames of dimensional choices itself in itself.

The existence, of choice..

I was working with water fire and the iron in plasma.., some of the steps more vague than the rest..,

perhaps I am limiting my own self from the folly of finding such a predicament.. the rest I recall of the experiment is a current runs through, then a shifting and merging of electromagnetism etcetera...

Ugnh.. My pain is less than before, perhaps I am adapting to this stasis..

A set of syntheses, I had been working on at the time.

A gate..

A gate.. An electrified vortex from bending the fabric into inverted subspace perforates into itself, like some proverbial Alice's rabbit hole..

and being the sole soul I am..

I went through and throughout wonderland.

In a sense, I went and I saw God or perhaps the reflection..

The web of all, the Hive, the infinite outstretched possible; form and reform.

I can only describe it like Tesla himself has said about the storm's he had meditated to in the Hotel on a stormy night..

Talking of the sounds and voices in the lightning and thunder itself, as if speaking in plasma is a reality of the divide of being and not being.

Where All forms flowing, blood, water, fire, sand, lava, all moving with out temperature's. Where energy is not sacrificed, and survival is not dependent on physical interactions.. Like some eternally expanding husk pulsating, & it undulates the only madness, found in H.P Lovecraft.

Here not as a being of benign or beguiled sanity.

But the linear infinite realm of mind's creating & building paths & paths yet built; which is the insanity, the genius, the Anima the Animus, the creature's, the living the dead, the path the lost; the dream.

The encompassed,.. & The engulfed..

I crossed into this realm, & the door; if you can call it that..

had shut..

My body now a figment of my own complexes..

Where everything I knew, had gained No meanings..

Here lies the truths and the lies as one;

where good and evil are nothing but a creature's nature's.

And a reaction of beast's, is the same as mankind's; a creature one in the same.

I stepped into the bend of all choices formed and reformed, and I thought in a realm of supercomplexities.

My one mistake..

To think that I.. Did not exist, in a place where existence was everything and nothing at the same time.

And all I did.., and what I did..

was think in a foolish Egotism.

..I had planned to write my findings in a book.

For when when I figure a way back, & as any researcher would do. So I wrote In my mind for later notation use.. and so.

Mental note: “I have been banned from existence; from what I mean is, what I have learned in this event. I am about to recall and describe which I found, It will not make sense because sense is a conflagration here. Where what we think to know, we have yet to know. And what I have seen, has undone every perplexing sense that we thought we knew of. And beyond sentience where sapience lies, is a electric reaction of the minds-eye, to the brain's body. Of what I and we feel; Is.. No longer knowledge has meaning; but wisdom to what plane we think is; is but a endless whiteness shapeless shaping canvas empty and whole. A room filled of nothing we ever thought we knew..

..How Ironic that Karma would play myself as my own God, upon a foolish wish of recognition..

I myself willed this paper.

This complex room of inverted wish's..

I thought I knew, and now I know nothing of what I Had known before.

Now, until I thought I knew.

I only recall what I had known is meaningless.

The end

I know  we would  have  been  perfect  together  and u knew  it  too.

I knew  you  had  faults  and you  knew  every  single  one  of  mine

but I waited  too  long

I waited  until  u talked  yourself  out of  loving  me

so much  that  you  stated  to believe that my faults were what defined  me.

And now u look  to another  and to her your love  is abundant ,

And you have no idea  how  much  it hurts me .

so I had to  move on, at least  I tried  but no one came close  to  being  you .

No one made my knees week with  that crooked  smile only u have,

And no one  made me laugh as loud.

It hurts  to  know  how  close  we were,

To having  everything  we dreamed of or a least  I did

So, I want you to  know  I gave my all but but I don't  think  u  gave  up anything 

And it's not fair that I'm the one who wakes up randomly  crying  because  I miss what we should  have been

I was dumb  but I can't apologise  for loving  you the way I did because  it made me grow and understand  things that I couldn't  have before.

Entering the final lap of school, the last stretch before graduating

And that is what these days feel like in actuality like a burden that reverberating

Although for seven years this twilight that we’ve been slowly creating, with baited breath we are now anticipating

As our time here starts terminating, we suffer from bouts of Senioritis and become more irritating

After years of intensive educating, here come our opportunity for matriculating

We become weary of all schoolwork that we subsequently start hating but don’t read too deeply into our remonstrating

The thought of finally moving on with our lives seems so liberating

As emerging from the turbulent time as teenagers and now into young adults we’re germinating

Whether or not we are actually ready for assimilating into the real world we’re still debating

Some of us are reminiscing on our fond memories here and evaluating how these friendships they could ever be recreating

We would like to thank all those who helped us in levitating to the high standards that we are now expected to be demonstrating

The wise words of all our teachers of past and present, we will be continually contemplating

Because they deservedly earned non-stop congratulating for the wisdom found in us that they have and still are inculcating

As we bid our farewells and say our goodbyes, on the good and bad times we had we will be meditating

And thanking God for his grace and mercy and for past 7 years at this noble institution we will be appreciating

If you turn this into a game of political football count me out

What about our creed or does it no longer forms the truth

Never thought you would go the match-fixing route

In cahoots with illegitimate agents, what was that all about?

After I played my position as your defender so well till I think that it’s such a shame

That I have been left back, right back into the game

Looked back on the instant replay what you did was tantamount to foul play

Since that ain’t my style of play I’m handing in my Transfer request

As soon as a window of opportunity opens no time wasting or delay

Coach will sub me out the game because coach knows best

Because he can see that if you don’t take heed there will soon be Poetic Justice

Once there is time there is a chance of comeback with Hope as the catalyst

You most know that time outruns all men and is the great equalizer in summary

You may escape judgement now but you won’t sidestep the Ultimate referee

Even though the playing field may not be level, remember that the ball is round

Continue giving us the run around because it’s your playing time on count down

You will be booked for your attempted stimulation of tricks and antics

Grave action will be taken as your scheming game plan was extremely drastic

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A game of poker, resemblance of life.

With victories, with hardship;gambling

A game of spade a game of truce,

Of memories like nine of flower.

For beauty that nine of diamond.

For treasurable moments

A heart full of love to forget to forgive.

And that of spade to burry the bad luck.

I fell in love, the perfect feeling a mixture of sweetness and pain, jealously and happiness. It was my first, my dawn my dusk the sensation between orgasm and chocolate flavour. But somehow it was nothing but a fog that ended up emerging into a fight storm of misfits and teary pillow.

A 1000 miles,

Form the light of good,

In dept of desire,

To a hundred yards of black.

By the wisdom of experience,

Shall I inform you that,

A burning sensation of volcanic; passion.

In the ocean of want; depth of lost

A feeling so raw all I did was take,

From the fifteens to fifth of 50s,

A blanket on that soul of blackness,

Forever goodbye, like 2015.

New race with rouge; wilderness,

A lone wolf, the desire to explore,

Bonds the heart and mind.

No joker this time,

For the hour clock long stopped,

The branches of black strengthen

By the power of midnight.

And forever shall it be goodbye 15

Hesitation was once upon a time,

Addiction is my new happy ending,

My thirst, my thirst I can't quench,

Who started it all?

Sensational to an orgasm so raw,

Climaxing all I do is beg,

For superiority,

For power,

For mercy,

For mercy I do not need,

Who started It all? I shall once again ask.

My want my dearest adventure,

My want my greatest fear,

My want my most treasured gift,

For I inhale lust, for I exhale want,

For I smile sinuous,

Yet I eat off that plate of my hunger,

Form this mild quake,

From this garden of passion,

Did she discover she,

A new subject the master thought,

"Dear, dear, you shall accept, you shall embrace!"

For better for worse an oath I vowed,

For better for worse indeed it shall always be.