Underappreciated Sky
Blue velvet,
Starry sky,
Never ending,
Golden light.
Colored clouds,
Bright red sun,
Deep turquoise,
Wispy love.
Appreciate the blue,
The cloudy vast expanses,
For soon it might be gone,
And missed by all the masses.
So when you walk right under,
This shining sea of air,
Remember to look up,
Love what was always there.
deja vu
it's hard to stay true to
the image i've made
myself into
when i can't remember
the first thing
about me.
i would gladly stay away
from the people
who think they
know me.
stay at
arms
length.
the willow knows its
leaves, every bark
and branch that
weeps.
and then there's me,
weeping over an
ache i
can't
quite
see.
Velvet Cake and Half of My Life
Bittersweet sugar ice, sitting in the corner,
isn’t it nice?
Ruby specks of golden daydream
drifting by, too often, lately
Waiting there, for just one piece,
one slice, a bite, at least.
Hours and hours, sitting in the corner
waiting my turn, wanting to order.
Sitting in the corner,
and now it’s all over.
The clock chimes dimly
one more time, colder.
The ice turns to flowers,
and the flowers to sunshine,
sunshine to spices,
and brittle leaves falling,
as the clock chimes again,
and here I still stand
Waiting in the corner,
as snow falls bolder,
waiting my turn,
but the night has fallen,
and the stars now burn.
Still standing, still waiting,
as the soil freezes over.
Finally getting a single little taste,
and finally bringing a plate to your grave.
Maybe we could have shared words instead of waiting for a change.
Maybe I could have spoke up
instead of letting your time slip away.
INTP
When you’re so different and
It’s painfully obvious you don’t fit in.
You care.
But you don’t.
You want to be oganized and finish tasks.
But you can’t.
You want to be empathetic.
But you aren’t.
You are extroverted and dominant.
But not really.
You are strong and independent.
But crave companionship, on your terms.
You are a leader and make decisions.
But only when you must.
You appear standoffish and combative.
But you are warm and loyal as fuck.
